Stop thinking what you are going to do and start doing it.
#NowPlaying - Goodness Gracious by Ellie Goulding
Hello hello there you cute little reader
How's everyone doing? Good? Cos I'm feeling extremely good right now
So, my neighbour came by to my house for other reasons lah kan. And then she asked me tak kerja ke apa semua, and I was like nahhh. She said something manfaatkanlah masa ni utk lose some weight. Ada lah juga she came out with few ideas and share dia punya diet tips. She said "think about it. It's either you 'nak' or 'tak nak' je sebenarnya. Kalau you nak join, pagi-pagi boleh follow aunty"
and yes, she's an aunty dah pun. We're close. dah 10 tahun juga lah kitorang neighbours and anak dia one of the earliest kawan yg aku pernah dapat masa 1st pindah sini. I mean, aku duduk block belakang sebelum ni and then berhijrah ke 3 blocks kedepan. So, terpaksalah cari kawan baru semua
So yeah.
Ok balik pada cerita tadi. Since I'm just gonna tanam anggur till results SPM keluar.. Apa kata pergi jog, diet sikit and workout sikit. Sebab, she said
"One day, bila you dah masuk kerja. You'll slowly hilang confident sebab people gonna look at you, and if you nak cari jobs semua, you're going to feel mcm insecure and not good enough for that job. UNLESS!!!! You're a type of person yang "Screw everybody! I don't give a shitttt about no one!!" , then, takpayah susah payah lah nak risau apa semua. Just, think of it laah."
and yes, she got a point. I'm sooo nottt a person that bapak high gila confident kau weh! No, definitely NOT. Fyi, aku tak banyak keluar rumah sebab I feel disgusting with myself. all the time, 24-7. I hate it when people look at me, lepastu I have this shit going on my head "Ewww look at her taste in fashion tho!!!" , tbfh, siapa tak nak masuk dalam baju style semua? I want to! but I'm big. Tak muat derrr~
So yeah, I thought that I'm just gonna wear black shirt + jeans selama mana yang boleh.
BUT
I slept after Subuh prayer yesterday sebab terlalu fikirkan bout this jog and transforming thingy. Bila fikir balik, tak salah cuba. Allah takkan ubah nasib umatnya kalau umatnya tak ubah sendiri. And my neighbour even said "Tak guna pun habis berjuta-juta makan itu ini or pergi London weight management ke apa KALAU tak exercise", again, she got a point.
Ellie Goulding is myyy inspiration weh. I want her body! like, not too fat and not too skinny :)
And she's also duta kepada Nike! HAIHHH!!!!
so, I decided to just give a try.
I told my gedik punya mummy "Ain rasa macam nak start jogging ah. Mana tau, InsyaAllah esok lusa boleh turun mendadak ke apa? Cantik en? Dapat kawin dengan Jep Sepah or Sofi Jikan? Haa?" , and my mum said "Pergi je lah. Tak ada siapa larang pun. Pergi dengan Aunty Lin." , Me: "Tu lah, Ain memang nak pergi dengan dia pun" ,
NGAM NGAM weh!!!!
My neighbour datang untuk minta tolong my mum uruskan account dia, and I was like YESSSS!!!! I told her that I wanna join her for early morning jog tomorrow and she said "follow je laaah, tak payah tanyaaa. Esok, after subuh prayer, kita gerak *high-5 me*".
Demi Allah, Allah je tahu betapa bersyukur nya aku dapat neighbour supportive and sporting macam ni. She even said "Haa! Lepastu kan, lepas kita dah round2 kat Taman tu, nanti Aunty Lin bagi Ain rasa this fruit juice! Guaranty! just in 2 weeks, 5kg tak lari beb!!!"
Since our taman pun macam dipenuhi orang tua-tua buat Taichi and tak ada anak muda aka kengkawan yang aku kenal, I feel more semangat and tak sabar nak run for life *ecewah* esok!
Mana tau, esok jadi habit ke? Asyik nak jogggg je. Itu good habit apa :) InsyaAllah lah, semoga dapat turun berat, hilangkan lemak-lemak degil, and InsyaAllah, mempermudahkan aku nak bangun sujud iktidal kepada Allah S.W.T :)
Next!
I've noticed lah kan, some of my so called "friends" are slowly slipping away from my life. To be honest, I don't care pun sebenarnya. Kalau boleh, nak je unfriend semua orang. Even my so called "best-friends for life" or "friends since kecik and still counting" , aku tak kesah pun kalau diorang pergi meninggalkan ku. I just wanna restart everything lah. Tak larat nak ada kawan yang pura-pura baik buruk perangai di belakang aku. Kalau jumpa kat luar, to be honest, aku takkan tegur. Unless dia tegur aku 1st. Sebab tak sabar nak hilang contact. Tanak sorang pun from my past sebok-sebok involve in my future. No, just NO.
I can't wait anymore laaaah for Ellie Goulding's Goodness Gracious Official video di-release-kan. I cant wait no moreeee!!! Mesti dia cantik en dalam video tu? Cara dia senyum, cara dia shake that booty, cara dia flips her blonde hair, cara dia gelak, cara dia beatbox, eh... tu tak ada dalam video. Tapi serious, Ellie Goulding beatboxing, bapaaaak diaaaa... memang cantik, talented, gorgeous betullah minah ni. Haih.
Have a nice day everyone and byee xx
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